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Sometimes stuff is really hard. I can do anything academically, or organizationally but give me something emotional to deal with, and I'm totally messed up. I never know how to handle things, so I just leave them alone. But then they fester and come back up, which many times is a good thing because I shouldn't have left them alone in the first place. But when they come back, it seems like it may have been easier to deal with it in the first place. It's too bad that I'm such an emotional "insert Bridget Jones' Diary word here." Some of you will know what that was supposed to be. I sometimes wonder if I have a certain GI disease exacerbated by stress, because when stuff like this happens- always emotional mind you, I can stress out for days on school and work and feel fine- my stomach ties in knots and I just want to puke for hours. (Attractive, huh?) Well, I just wanted to vent but now I'm going to lie in my bed and feel bad because that's what emotional "Bridget again" do. Laters.